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snoweeMy birthday was snazzy! Thanks to those who sent cards and gifts. You're sweet! (btw, j, this computer couldn't really play the ecard so I am going to look at it when I'm at my in-laws today. I miss having internet on my computer!! but thanks so much for thinking of me!)
The day went pretty well. Hubby had school, finals, but took the day from work so we could spend it together. I got lots of gift money for Target so when we move back home I can buy a few things for the house. While I don't NEED a new shower curtain, I really WANT to change things up a bit and make it all feel new.
Weakness alert: I don't want to move back. I mean, I know I have to and I will because I am obsessed with facing my fears, but... I don't wanna. I just kind of feel not-safe even though logically it's all being repaired to be safe. It's hard to explain exactly, yet I've been obsessed also with finding the words to describe the exact things I'm feeling lately.
There will be news on my Dad, but I want to wait until we know more...
The day went pretty well. Hubby had school, finals, but took the day from work so we could spend it together. I got lots of gift money for Target so when we move back home I can buy a few things for the house. While I don't NEED a new shower curtain, I really WANT to change things up a bit and make it all feel new.
Weakness alert: I don't want to move back. I mean, I know I have to and I will because I am obsessed with facing my fears, but... I don't wanna. I just kind of feel not-safe even though logically it's all being repaired to be safe. It's hard to explain exactly, yet I've been obsessed also with finding the words to describe the exact things I'm feeling lately.
There will be news on my Dad, but I want to wait until we know more...
