Last night...
Dec. 12th, 2002 09:01 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
snoweeLast night was bad. I won't go into details, I just need to ramble a bit to help ease my mind.
Let's just say you can have a husband who loves you and whom you love, cats who love you, a great kid who mostly stays out of trouble and who knows her main duty in life at this point is to be adorable and amusing, a place to live, money problems somewhat solved (Yeah, no more mortgage!), and still find a moment to be miserable.
That's just life.
And maybe it started with something that's small to someone else and maybe it seems a little "drama queen", but God, there are just some needs and some thoughts and if they get out of control you have no choice except to be miserable because you're so fucking empty and lost...
Since my friends were talking about dreams and I was talking about my lack of, I thought I'd share my amusing story.
I have actually had a celeb related dream. Sort of. A year ago or so I dreamt that Fraser and RayK were at my house. Hubby was upstairs talking and having a good time with them while I was doing their laundry and ironing Fraser's tunic.
What do you think that says about me? ;)
Let's just say you can have a husband who loves you and whom you love, cats who love you, a great kid who mostly stays out of trouble and who knows her main duty in life at this point is to be adorable and amusing, a place to live, money problems somewhat solved (Yeah, no more mortgage!), and still find a moment to be miserable.
That's just life.
And maybe it started with something that's small to someone else and maybe it seems a little "drama queen", but God, there are just some needs and some thoughts and if they get out of control you have no choice except to be miserable because you're so fucking empty and lost...
Since my friends were talking about dreams and I was talking about my lack of, I thought I'd share my amusing story.
I have actually had a celeb related dream. Sort of. A year ago or so I dreamt that Fraser and RayK were at my house. Hubby was upstairs talking and having a good time with them while I was doing their laundry and ironing Fraser's tunic.
What do you think that says about me? ;)
