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Dec. 5th, 2004 05:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
snoweeAt the risk of this becoming "ramblings of a pathetic self-loather"...
I haven't updated much recently. I forget a lot. I also realized that the last few entries were "poor me" entries which I rather hate.
I am definitely in a self-loathing "you're so pathetic" phase and having a hard time shaking it. Funny how one can 'know' that they're kind of smart or slightly talented in their head but still feel stupid and much like a loser on the outside. I hate me right now. Hate myself when I'm like this. Despite what some people seem to think, it's not always something you can simply just change, though...
I haven't updated much recently. I forget a lot. I also realized that the last few entries were "poor me" entries which I rather hate.
I am definitely in a self-loathing "you're so pathetic" phase and having a hard time shaking it. Funny how one can 'know' that they're kind of smart or slightly talented in their head but still feel stupid and much like a loser on the outside. I hate me right now. Hate myself when I'm like this. Despite what some people seem to think, it's not always something you can simply just change, though...
