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I have been in a strange mood for the last month. I mean "hair bands" weird. I have stolen music from Scott just to have something to listen to: Guns N Roses, Metallica, AC/DC. I watched a special about Motley Crue the other day. Those who know me well know how odd this is - even compared to my usually wide-ranging variety of interests. When I need "hard core"(by my definition because really I'm kind of a lightweight), I usually go for alternative rock like Nine Inch Nails and Stone Temple Pilots. It's not even good (imo), but it's filling something inside me.
Mar. 6th, 2008
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Mar. 6th, 2008 02:27 pmGrrr.
I am very frustrated. I cannot focus. FOCUS!! It is taking me forever to read this book because I'll be reading along and then realize I didn't process a single word. When I go back, it doesn't seem familiar.
I've been working on a book I already wrote - working on editing, correcting, but after several hours over the last week I am only on page 20 - not because it needs that much work, but because I cannot get it to make sense to me.
I'm usually good at Freecell, but I have lost the last umpteen games in a row. I just feel locked up.
It's probably the sleeping. One night I slept 7 hours, the next 10, then 4, then 9, and last night 7. I think it's throwing me off. Plus all this sun. The sun makes me grumpy, I figured out...
I am very frustrated. I cannot focus. FOCUS!! It is taking me forever to read this book because I'll be reading along and then realize I didn't process a single word. When I go back, it doesn't seem familiar.
I've been working on a book I already wrote - working on editing, correcting, but after several hours over the last week I am only on page 20 - not because it needs that much work, but because I cannot get it to make sense to me.
I'm usually good at Freecell, but I have lost the last umpteen games in a row. I just feel locked up.
It's probably the sleeping. One night I slept 7 hours, the next 10, then 4, then 9, and last night 7. I think it's throwing me off. Plus all this sun. The sun makes me grumpy, I figured out...
