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Dec. 16th, 2008 10:06 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
snoweeToday MORE beautiful snow.
Someone broke into the neighbor's house yesterday. This has made me a little anxiety ridden. Things never used to bother me, but lately everything makes me feel insecure/not safe. I hate it. I wish I could just blink and make it stop happening.
Hubby has been sick with cold. I've been trying to take care of myself, but when I went to buy a bunch of medicine for him, I bought extra and hid it so I would have some in case I get sick. He finished what I got, found my stash, and has now taken most of it, too. He's barely coughing or sniffly anymore, but this is what he does when he has medication in the house; be it prescription pain or otc cold medicine... he will take all there is in the house until it's gone, then miraculously feel better and not need it anymore. I thought my cunning plan would make it so I would be cared for if I get sick, but I guess I'd better not get sick.
It just really bothers me. I'm not bitter or... anything really... except that things he has been doing since we got married are finally getting on my nerves enough to make me feel pissy with him all the time. 11 1/2 years later...
I think I'm just really lonely for the right kind of companionship...
I think I'm going to go back upstairs where I can enjoy the snow out the window. I felt more peaceful this morning before I came to the basement...
Someone broke into the neighbor's house yesterday. This has made me a little anxiety ridden. Things never used to bother me, but lately everything makes me feel insecure/not safe. I hate it. I wish I could just blink and make it stop happening.
Hubby has been sick with cold. I've been trying to take care of myself, but when I went to buy a bunch of medicine for him, I bought extra and hid it so I would have some in case I get sick. He finished what I got, found my stash, and has now taken most of it, too. He's barely coughing or sniffly anymore, but this is what he does when he has medication in the house; be it prescription pain or otc cold medicine... he will take all there is in the house until it's gone, then miraculously feel better and not need it anymore. I thought my cunning plan would make it so I would be cared for if I get sick, but I guess I'd better not get sick.
It just really bothers me. I'm not bitter or... anything really... except that things he has been doing since we got married are finally getting on my nerves enough to make me feel pissy with him all the time. 11 1/2 years later...
I think I'm just really lonely for the right kind of companionship...
I think I'm going to go back upstairs where I can enjoy the snow out the window. I felt more peaceful this morning before I came to the basement...
